--Originally published at TI2011 – Luis Wilson
I know I said in the first “partial exam” that I would try to do these blogs one-per-week and here we are. Every activity on the second partial was done in two consecutive Saturdays, except for the exam.
And this is me writing the second exam less than a week away from having to deliver the final one. I never thought I’d become the kind of person that did everything at the end.
It’s not that I procrastinate, I mean I do, but I’m not not doing anything: work consumes a lot of time and energy (I actually need to fix that), so everything school-related is reserved for the weekends.
I am very tired, but I recognize it’s my fault: my crap time-management, my obsession with everything and not being able to let things go, and some quarantine sprinkled on top.
Though, I learned that I can use much less time for school and still do well. If I didn’t work, I’d have so much free time theoretically. I say theoretically, because I’d probably not use my time as well (relatively), but everything wouldn’t feel as tight, I’d get some proper rest, and have an actual life besides school and work.
I know I’m always complaining about this, but it has become the center of everything and I worry about it. I worry about my back (my actual spine), my sight, my weight, how I basically just brush-off every ounce of attention my parents try to give to me because, in my mind, there is no time for any of that and I don’t care enough about it. My outputs as a student and junior engineer (I guess?) are what make me a person and I am nothing without those.